Crazy Month ||

Well my aunt Carrie isn't doing too well and she's not going to get better. She has kidney failure like my mom and grandma have. Although my mom had a transplant and my grandma goes on diaylsis. She isn't able to go on diaylsis so my grandma said just to leave her go and let time do whatever it needs to do. The doctors' think that she could last a few more days. She stopped eating and drinking. My grandma and my mom are doing all that they can for her. I'm going to miss her so much. I've grown up with her since she lived with my grandma basically until my grandma could take care of her anymore. She's mentally retarded and she has seizures. And she's having a lot of them right now. My grandma thinks she goes into comas a lot now.

All that is happening in my family is scaring me a lot. I don't know where to put my head now, into reality or keep it in the clouds. Either way it doesn't help me so I have to find somewhere in the middle. I know this doesn't make any sense but it's hard to say what I mean.

So if people would like to pray for my family I'd really appreciate it. All prayers are welcome.